In the midst (go back »)

I was talking to Ridge last night, and he was playing a trick on me trying to say that him and Alie broke up which they didn't and I already knew that they hadn't. They have no reason to.

But he said he had been in an "emo" mood all day, and that when he got home he went and lyed down and thought of his existence.

He asked me one of the most disturbing things anyone had ever asked me.

He asked if he would wake up in the morning.

I began to cry, I could never think of him dying, though I know it happens to us all, but wow, it really scared me.